Snow's got a brand new bag!

Day 10-Still nada. I keep thinking that I should send a nasty text but then it would just go unnoticed as well. Let me tell you about my day.

Typical Monday in my kingdom with lots to do. Fortunately, I get great email relief during the day. Comic relief from "Flyboy". he always makes me laugh. Today was no exception. Today we chatted about an idea I have been tossing around and it led me to a decision.

I thought for a long time I was unworthy but you know I am worth someones time. I want to prove to myself I have gumption. I am going to get myself in the shape I want to be in and then I am going to document that shape with photos. I am going to send those photos to the prince and say guess what you have been missing. Might not matter to him one bit but for me to get up the courage to do this is huge for me. For me to tell someone I am doing this is even bigger. And for me to actually do this is my equivalent of jumping out of a plane. Taking the big leap and putting myself out there is so huge for me. I have always been a shy withdrawn person. I can't wait to take this journey and I am bringing my blog along for the ride. I don't care if anyone reads it but me. I plan to document my progress and then the visible results as well. No holding back this time. The fact I am taking those journey and also bringing "flyboy" along with me as my courage builder is big. He was there when i was so shy and so withdrawn that I could not even speak to him.

I have never felt worthy..Today I do!!