Day 2-Not a word last night from Prince Charming. I sat there last night thinking about why this is happening. Did he not like something I said? Did I send the wrong photo? So many things have ran through my mind as to why this guy has acted this way and I am full of ideas from bad to worse. Then I thought, it is not my fault, it is all him. He is the one missing out on me. I have been told that I need to find my gumption and get some attitude about it. Easier said than done. When you love someone you let all the reasons that they don't want you cloud the reasons they might. Am I no longer good enough? Stop it!! See if I keep letting these bad thoughts cloud my mind, I will keep feeling like I am not worthy of this person when deep down I know I am.
I heard a new song the other day by Taylor Swift, Love Story. It got me to thinking. Romeo and Juliet. Were they really in love and if so did they have to die? If they were not in love then was it just rebellion against their families. In high school I loved Shakespeare. I could quote Romeo and Juliet at the drop of a hat. Now as I have gotten older it seems to fade. However...I still remember wanting to feel that kind of love..The kind that makes you feel as if you can fly. I think i feel that again only someone is holding m wings down a little too tight.
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