Cinderella and the ball from hell!!

Day 8 & 9 came and went without a word. No tears just utter sadness at the fact that this prince has rivaled the toad in utter stupidity. Do they think women have no feelings? Myst. I used to tell this prince that he could turn it on and off like a water faucet and well he turned it off so fast my head spun.

Ran into an old friend yesterday. He has married and has a family. A 15 year old son. I am sure that this son will be like the guy I knew. Young full of life and carefree abandon. He told me of our other friends and how they too have grown up and had children and marriages and have settled down. So hard to believe. These were the wildest people I know. I am not talking party wild I am talking wild. Crazy do anything they wanted and were some of the nicest people I had ever met. They hung with a crowd called Goths. Now I had moved to this town and was introduced to this lifestyle. Tongue piercings and tattoos all over. Long hair, no hair, pink hair. No mater what I think that society judged them for the looks and never took the time to get to know the people. I did. I took nasty fall and broken my ankle and you know what these people did, they took me in and helped me when I thought I was alone. they became my family. My friends that taught me acceptance and tolerance. They were the ones I counted on and I made sure they all knew they could count on me as well. That's what people should do for each other. We all lost touch after the job I was hired to do in that town was over. The two people that moved me into their home after my accident got married, moved away and had 3 daughters. My twin as I call her married a looser and had a beautiful daughter. The guys we all loved to love and adore married and had children. So now the crowd to be has children that I hope they will pass on that acceptance and tolerance to them They can be the new fun gang that some girl who is looking for a group to belong to, to fit in with, will find this gang and they will make her life as full and as adventuress as this wonderful crowd made mine. I will uploading photos of this gang during those times very soon.

I sit here thinking that I am trying to relive the past because I hate the fact that I am alone in the future but you know you can go home. You can look back on yesterday and smile and reconnect with those old dear friends that make your life what it is today. i would not be who I am without all of these wonderful people. I would not be who I am without the toads and weasels of the world either. But for every toad there is at least 5 amazing rabbits in the world.