Not far I assure you. Been a long couple of weeks actually. We got word from the city that we had to move our office by the end of the month so I have been coordinating that and actually put final touches on the move today. We actually moved EVERYTHING and EVERYONE today. It was a very long day, very hard day and I am so tired I can't even see to type. But I do have word on the prince.
I got an email saying that he lost his phone..:( How sad, but is it true? I honestly don't know what to think. he says he has been busy as well which i can understand. not that I am making excuses at all for him. I am actually trying to call him right now to see what happens. Will he answer??? Uhhhhh....NO I got voicemail. I don't seem to be as upset about it tonight. I have faith that he is there and I will see him again and something will come of it. The only thing that gets me is that my friend "Flyboy" was not available by email all week and I got an email today explaining it. This guy does not owe me any explanation but yet I get one, one I can believe. A week of training. He has a very important job in the military and a family so i am not a priority which I am fine with. That is as it should be, only I feel like he has taken the time to let me know he cares, is still there and that I am not an afterthought. That is what makes me mad about the prince. I am out of site out of mind. We have a very intense history and yet he does not think enough of me to let me know whats going on. he calls himself a train wreck. Has me thinking something is going on but that he is not telling me. Pisses me off!!
With all that has been going on and all that has not...grrr I have not had time to really blog like I wanted. I plan to try and do better. I really feel that doing this helps me deal with how I feel.
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